Oh brother I can’t, I can’t get through
I’ve been trying hard to reach you, cause I don’t know what to do
Oh brother I can’t believe it’s true
I’m so scared about the future andI want to talk to you
Oh I want to talk to you

You can take a picture of something you see
In the future where will I be?
You can climb a ladder up to the sun
Or write a song nobody has sung
Or do something that’s never been done

Are you lost or incomplete?
Do you feel like a puzzle?
You can’t find your missing piece
Tell me how do you feel?
Well I feel like they’re talking in a language I don’t speak
And they’re talking it to me

So you take a picture of something you see
In the future where will I be?
You can climb a ladder up to the sun
Or write a song nobody has sung
Or do Something that’s never been done
Do Something that’s never been done

So you don’t know where you’re going
But you want to talk
And you feel like you’re going where you’ve been before
You’ll tell anyone who will listen but you feel ignored
Nothing’s really making any sense at all

Under the great North star
Try to work out where you are
In the silence of the sea
I don’t know where I’ll be

In the future, in the past
Going nowhere, much too fast
When I go there, go with me
When I go there, go with me

‘Cause I don’t know where I’m going and I wanna talk
I feel like I’m going where I’ve been before
And I wanna talk

Take a picture of something that you’re not sure of
Bring it back to show to me
But I don’t know what I see

In the future, find a home
Getting nowhere on your own
Got to find your missing piece

‘Cause you don’t know were you’re going and you wanna talk
You feel like you’re going where you’ve been before
Nothing’s really making any sense at all
You tell anyone who’ll listen but you feel ignored

Let’s talk
Let’s talk
Do you wanna talk

I’m up in the party floor
I’m trying to sing a song
In a language I don’t speak

I tried but I can’t get through
I’m trying to get to you
But you’re difficult to reach
Won’t you talk to me

So you don’t know were you’re going and you wanna talk
You feel like you’re going where you’ve been before
Let’s talk
Let’s talk.

lyrics and melody by Coldplay

living with 20 people from diffrent ASEAN countries, i personally think that gossip is inevitable. basically ppl like to hear who is who, who is with whom, and all those saucy gossip whether it is good or it is bad. moreover, people sometimes just don’t have enough courage to tell that gossip infront of the victims; and just let that gossip sometimes ruined the victims image without any justification.

mmmph…now let see it from the victim’s point of view. i personally think that sometimes we like to hear about gossip; and the more saucier will be the more merrier….but, when you do gossiping about someone; have you ever realized the bad impact of it towards your victim’s image ?!….or you simply just don’t care because it is not your own name that you destroyed ?!…then the question will be “what if it is you that ppl are talking about ?!”; then, would you be enjoying to hear those gossips ?!…i bet the answer will be no

old saying have said….the wound that invisible takes longer time to heal….and it’s exactly what applied in this case….sometimes, those little gossip which is untrue could almost destroy that person image and friendship….maybe it’s better for those “gossip girls” to think about the statement that they made towards sb before they spill it out….

am i just being too sensitive ?!

and for the first time in my life, during my stay in Korea, i am trying to be financially independent from my parents. however, it’s not a very easy job tho. i have to try to change my lifestyle; changing my skin care line from SK II to Skin Food; driving the temptation to buy clothes, bag, shoes, etc; not going out as often as i used to be; and so much more. it’s not like my parents don’t want to support me; but i choose them not to.

these days it occured to me, that it is very important for us (younger generation) to think seriously about our future. maybe most of my friends don’t think about it yet; but since i am acidenttaly living here in Korea, i have learned that survivality in these days is very important; however, not an easy thing to accomplished. It does need a lot of determination and perseverance.

one of the very crucial part in the survivality test is being financially independent. note that it’s very important for us to keep the saving habit since we are young and really think carefully about what we buy [buy what we need not what we want] when we are young. and also try remind yourself the importance of investment. because being finacially independent at such a young age is not an easy thing to do; it’s about the determination to do so even you have the options of not to be 100% financially independent from your parents.

the good news is…after those harsh years of trying to establish your financial security…you will be able to enjoy your life then !! :d….

miu miu bow bag

i’ve been drooling over this bag….it’s love at the first sight….

but i do think that it will be hard to find this bag tho…..

since the bag that i fall in love with normally sold out…..sniff…..

in the end….i did buy the burberry supernova tote in nickel; which is nice and big enough to fit my stuff….so i have to save money again if i wanted this bag…

oh…what a hard life….sniff…. T.T

怖がらないで
手当たり次第に灯り点けなくても
いつか一人ぼっちの夜は明けていくよ
転んだ日は　はるか遠くに感じていた景色も
起き上がってよく見ると　なんか辿り着けそうじゃん

君の大好きだった歌　街に流れる
それは偶然が僕にくれた　さりげない贈り物

Ah　旅立ちの唄　さぁどこへ行こう？　
またどこかで出会えるね　Ah　
とりあえず「さようなら」　
自分が誰か分からなくなるとき　君に語りかけるよ
でも　もし聞こえていたって　返事はいらないから

大切なものを失くしてまた手に入れて　
そんな繰り返しのようで　その度　新しくて
「もうこれ以上　涙流したり　
笑いあったり できない」
と言ってたって　やっぱり　人恋しくて

今が大好きだって躊躇などしないで言える
そんな風に日々を　刻んでゆこう　
どんな場所にいても

Ah　はじまりを祝い　歌う最後の唄　
僕は今手を振るよ　Ah　悲しみにさようなら
疲れ果てて足が止まるとき　少しだけ振り返ってよ
手の届かない場所で
背中を押してるから

Ah　旅立ちの唄　さぁどこへ行こう？
またどこかで出会えるね　Ah　
とりあえず「さようなら」
自分が誰か忘れそうなとき　
ぼんやり想い出してよ　ほら僕の体中
笑顔の君がいるから

p.s: the live version is nicer tho…

時間が何もかも洗い連れ去ってくれれば
生きる事は実に容易い

p.s : 目を瞑っても消えない光　君の心に見付けた

the new dormitory

i am sooo happy…

it’s not like i don’t like my old dormitory (thinking back, i was the only ASEAN scholars who doesn’t have to share the room with anyone ;p)…but, the new dorm is totally awesome !!!….seriously ;p

and here is the list why it is totally AWESOME !!!

1. gorgeous room which is shared by 2 person; with everyone has her own room (it is like a very small studio apartment)
2. gorgeous bathroom with mossaic pattern walls in terra cotta theme color (the first thing that i consider when searching for an apartment is its bathroom ;p)
3. really big closet only for shoes (after almost 4 months staying in Korea; i really need that special closet to put my new shoes ;p)
4. really big closet to put all my clothes and stuffs (when i said big; it involves 3 doors closet with ample space to put all season clothes, dresses, bag, etc)…..i really loveeee this closet; since the old one is very small and i couldn’t fit all my stuff in there ;p
5. last but not least, the room has a balcony with a beautiful greeish scenery in the summer time……it is surely the best place for relaxation

i really can’t wait to move to the new dorm….[well when you have to do 27 credits each semester; you surely deserve this kind of hospitality rite ;p ?]

here is another pictures of the new dorm….

the toilet ;p

the balcony

integrated hub system

well…i really like the lyrics tho (remembering how this song helps me through bad moments in my life ;p )

I’m not afraid
Of anything in this world
There’s nothing you can throw at me
That I haven’t already heard
I’m just trying to find
A decent melody
A song that I can sing
In my own company

I never thought you were a fool
But darling, look at you. Ooh.
You gotta stand up straight, carry your own weight
‘Cause tears are going nowhere baby

You’ve got to get yourself together
You’ve got stuck in a moment
And now you can’t get out of it
Don’t say that later will be better
Now you’re stuck in a moment
And you can’t get out of it

I will not forsake
The colors that you bring
The nights you filled with fireworks
They left you with nothing
I am still enchanted
By the light you brought to me
I listen through your ears
Through your eyes I can see

You are such a fool
To worry like you do.. Oh
I know it’s tough
And you can never get enough
Of what you don’t really need now
My, oh my

You’ve got to get yourself together
You’ve got stuck in a moment
And you can’t get out of it
Oh love, look at you now
You’ve got yourself stuck in a moment
And you can’t get out of it
Oh lord look at you now
You’ve got yourself stuck in a moment
And you cant get out of it

I was unconscious, half asleep
The water is warm ’til you discover how deep
I wasn’t jumping, for me it was a fall
It’s a long way down to nothing at all

You’ve got to get yourself together
You’ve got stuck in a moment
And you can’t get out of it
Don’t say that later will be better
Now you’re stuck in a moment
And you can’t get out of it

And if the night runs over
And if the day won’t last
And if your way should falter
Along this stony pass

It’s just a moment
This time will pass

and in the end…everything is just a moment and this time will surely pass.

.:song and lyrics by U2:.

i feel like i am the one who left behind in these blogging thing….haha

since i probably the last person in my circle of friends who finally has her own blog ;p

well it’s just a kind of introduction, so i will keep it simple…

let’s just call me the rabbit with a muse bag….currently i am living in korea for a year  (it wasn’t a nice escape tho ;P)

i really really love shopping and my current obssesion is a muse bag in blue-gray color (tres adorable !)

finally this blog was made because i feel very bored with my internship….and i find it hard to communicate with somebody since i am very busy with my job and my co-workers are not able to speak english (i know it is really….really….really….frustated)

so here is a blog which triggered from the frustation of my internship….haha (i really don’t know should see it as a blessing in disguised or not ;p)

well enjoy my blog then !

xoxo

the rabbit with a muse bag